tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6348328327956099147.post3431733859507075352..comments2023-04-05T08:46:11.288-07:00Comments on ~~ White Silk ~~: I need strenght.ainul ilyanihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08825685956745325992noreply@blogger.comBlogger4125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6348328327956099147.post-46718765225303749972010-02-08T22:13:38.238-08:002010-02-08T22:13:38.238-08:00Thanks kak Maddy.. ;).Thanks kak Maddy.. ;).ainul ilyanihttps://www.blogger.com/profile/08825685956745325992noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6348328327956099147.post-1032194596361923262010-01-23T01:39:26.699-08:002010-01-23T01:39:26.699-08:00be strong ani dear and ALWAYS sangka baik dgn Alla...be strong ani dear and ALWAYS sangka baik dgn Allah :)wanderfulmadnificenthttps://www.blogger.com/profile/11443920601504596970noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6348328327956099147.post-49975415011742626372010-01-12T05:29:29.145-08:002010-01-12T05:29:29.145-08:00Ufa..
thanks ufa, if u want to know, i came across...Ufa..<br />thanks ufa, if u want to know, i came across some conflict with someone here but i always being a tolerant one, n i know i'll find sorts of annoying people someday so i just ignore it n forgive everyone bcoz people do make mistakes, am for one, do mistakes too,i am trying to be good, maybe i am not good enough in the eyes of others ;( however, i keep on moving, there's alot more important things are worth thinking than unnecessary ones but dat unnecessary ones keep disturbing every minute. now, i feel a little bit calm, trying to be strong. i am doing ok now, honestly ;) i don't want to stop half-way, i want to finish everything i'd started. oh god, i miss u guys alot, i miss home, i miss family gathering and eating together ;(.it's true ufa, i think Allah is sending a signal to me, Alhamdulillah, HE wants me to be close to him ;), i want to change for gud n being better day by day..i pray 4 ur family, n dun forget to pray for me too..who knows, God say 'yes' to ur prayer ;)..luv u!ainul ilyanihttps://www.blogger.com/profile/08825685956745325992noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6348328327956099147.post-84364484575063296922010-01-10T18:17:23.270-08:002010-01-10T18:17:23.270-08:00ani...
Remember Allah plan is perfect the fate is ...ani...<br />Remember Allah plan is perfect the fate is perfect...that must be a reason and hikmah for everything...do you still remember when I was pregnant I was in kertih alone leaving in a big house by myself my other half and family was in Kl..i was sad sometimes i shed some tears sometimes i feel that no one care i feel alone...but when I think back there were a lot of hikmah i occupied my time with work, reading Al-Quran, zikir, books..my time was filled with good deeds I read the Quran until I was tired and fell asleep with the quran in my hand for most of the lonely nights...that is the Hikmah..now it is very hard for me to do all those thing my time is occupied with khaizuran, khairin and ofcourse my other half..cooking cleaning and work..I find it difficult to spare time even to read one surah..astghafirullah... you know how the kids scream for attention..When I reflect back now I know and understand why Allah have planned my fate that way...It is the time for me to do Ibadah to be close to HIM..because once I become a mother my life will be hectic...so Ani take a deep breath and relax..used every single time that you have usefully...usually mother and wife called it 'me' time..once ur husband is back and u become a mother you will not have as much free time as u have now...just count ur blessing...<br /><br />p/s I miss her a lot too...Nurul Ulfahttps://www.blogger.com/profile/03335538802708601261noreply@blogger.com